Early Frustration

Getting a little frustrated with the invitation and soy candles.  Both of my molds tore...trying latex this time.  I have my save the date half done but I'm struggling to find black, recycled, open ended #10 envelopes...it's just impossible unless I want to spend $50 on 100 envelopes!!!  I am happy with the list of photographers we're coming up with though...so something is going right...11 months to go!